But when you ask, I have nothing to say.
Deep down inside I have questions.
God, why did you make me this way!
My heart longs, and yearns for fulfillment and pleasure.
But when I try to look at you, things don't get any better.
Things never go my way.
Or I never get what I want.
I feel empty inside.
And nobody understands or can feel my pain.
I'm tired of wearing mask,
I can no longer hide this pain!
So I turn to the world for suggestions for my questions.
But all I get is lie after lie and broken promises.
((then I thought) Hey, I just might kill myself.)
But I might as well continue with this path.
After all; my eyes are fixed one thing.
MYSELF!
I have to keep going till there is nothing in me left.
Making sure that I'm straight, forget about everyone else.
My goal in life is to see great success.
Deep within I feel that I'm the best.
But I follow the crowd, no matter whatever they are doing.
Even if they go to a place called prison.
Or even singing the same song.
In shackles, and chains in a place called shame.
I didn't do it! But who can I blame?
As I stand and look in the mirror I ask myself, how did I get here? All I wanted was to be loved. Nobody ever gave it to me. I was always the one to be picked and lied on. But when I really look at my reflection I don’t see myself. I see you!
If this person is you God can heal. No longer look to make yourself fell better about the bad in or around you. But look to He that can bring healing and can fill you with His joy to live life.
And no longer be lost. But be a child that is found.
